Finding the Middle Ground — The Heart Behind Shades of Ray
Certain films communicate their message in a soft manner, allowing audiences to understand parts of themselves in the process. Jaffar Mahmood’s Shades of Ray (2008) is one such film — a tender, witty, and warm-hearted examination of love, culture, and belonging. At the center, a man caught in the conflict between two worlds, and so, in the appropriate role, are the actors who helped shape it.
Zachary Levi stars as Ray Rehman, a man of mixed Pakistani and Caucasian descent who, during the post-9/11 period, attempts to sort out the complications of courtship, family, and self-identity in America. What unfolds is more than a romantic dramedy, it is a human journey that profoundly reflects not only Ray’s struggles, but the struggles of those who cared for him, instructed him, and loved him in the film.
A Story About a Man Between Two Worlds
Initially, Ray’s life portrays a comfortably ordinary picture. He is a successful, charming writer in Los Angeles, going out with an all-American woman, Noël (Sarah Shahi), and his biggest concern is whether she will accept his marriage proposal. But one night, Ray’s life is thrown out of balance when his Pakistani father (Brian George) shows up at his door, having been recently thrown out by Ray’s white mother (Kathy Baker).
While trying to unawkwardly reassemble his estranged parents, Ray meets Sana (Noureen DeWulf), the daughter of an ethnically mixed couple, and a person equally trapped in an identity tug-of-war. Their friendship turns to love, and for the first time, Ray must grapple with the most important thing in his life, the identity he has spent a lifetime avoiding.
The film is not about the conflict of choosing one culture over another; it is about the struggle to have all of them. Identity is not a research checklist, it is a continuum. It is that in-between space, when you are neither one thing or another, but something entirely one’s own.
Zachary Levi’s Parallel Journey
Zachary Levi might seem to be an unusual choice for the role of a biracial Pakistani-American. Having had a starring role in a show called Chuck and more recently Shazam!, Levi established himself in Hollywood as a leading man. However, in Shades of Ray, Levi succeeds in portraying a character that has a dual cultural experience.
Levi has himself described the experience of growing up as not fitting in a “box”, culturally due to the conservative values of his family, and geographically in Hollywood’s multicultural society which has been described as rapidly changing. He also mentioned the psychological benefits of acting, which has been described as therapy.
This vulnerability that Levi has created for himself in this role, as a character that has confusion and guilt, drives the humor that the audience feels as a release. He does this by portraying Ray not as a stereotype, but as a real person who has a quiet and intense desire to belong. When Ray exclaims “I’m too white for the brown people and too brown for the white people”, he is not just reciting a line written for the character, but delivering a line that speaks for an entire generation of in-betweeners.
Levi’s history as a so-called “outsider” was instrumental to the film’s deepening of the character. As Director Jaffar Mahmood is said to have done, the encouragement of the creative team to the actors to tap into their own experiences of “identity and belonging” is a rather common, and rather inspiring, practice. That Levi’s own experiences of typecasting helped bridge the gap of faith and the belief system made the search for self-acceptance of Ray a facsimile for Levi.
Noureen DeWulf — Between Cultures and Cameras
In the script, the role of Sana is rather smaller compared to the rest of the main characters. Yet, emotionally, she anchors the film. With Ray, Sana is also biracial. While she is independent, she harbors a quiet longing to belong, with a rather stark dependency, as was the case for DeWulf and her Hollywood navigation as an Indian-American actress in the mid-2000s.
DeWulf was born to Indian Gujarati immigrants and raised in Georgia, and her parents have often mentioned the hardships of being “ethnically ambiguous” while struggling with narrowing casting. In her earlier years, she was typecast as “the spicy girl” or stripped of her cultural identity altogether, being the sidekick. In Shades of Ray, she was able to depict a character that was fully fleshed accompanied with the struggles she identified.
It was that sense of genuineness that made Sana one of the film’s most unforgettable characters. In some of the quieter parts of the film, such as during the scene when she admits that, sometimes, she wishes she could be “fully one thing,” DeWulf’s performance goes beyond acting to become a heartfelt confession. DeWulf later said that the role allowed her to embrace her Indian roots more openly and helped her background become a source of empowerment rather than a limitation.
Reel Families Reflect Real Emotions
The ensemble’s cast’s chemistry was effortless, mostly because it was born from a place of truth. Kathy Baker and Brian George, who play Ray’s parents, were encouraged by Mahmood to improvise multiple scenes, particularly the ones about race and marriage that Ray witnesses as a child. Baker and George’s improvised scenes were uncomfortable because of the raw honesty with which they were performed. George himself born in Jerusalem to Indian parents, used his first hand experience of diaspora dislocation in his performance. He deeply understood what it means to raise a child in a country that treats “different” as dangerous.
Mahmood once said that some family disputes in the script came from conversations he overheard while growing up in New Jersey as Pakistani-American. That made the script honest and gave the film Shades of Ray a lived-in warmth. It carries the kind of emotional detail that cannot be fabricated.
Between Comedy and Catharsis
For a movie about identity and race, Shades of Ray is surprisingly free of heavy-handedness. It simply weaves together the two extremes of the human experience — humor and heartbreak. There is a scene where Ray, frustrated with the family chaos, screams that all he wants is “a normal life.” But as his father retorts, “What’s normal? Being invisible?” the film shows its heart.
The movie is about the use of comedy as catharsis. Every awkward dinner and every generational clash is filled with a truth that the children of immigrants know all too intimately. It is recognition, and relief, that the laughter conveys.
In India, where cross-cultural identity is also heavily intertwined with religion, class, and the complexities of the diaspora, the film gained a quiet cult following among NRIs and global South Asians. It was not a blockbuster, but it became word-of-mouth proof that “half stories” can feel whole.
The Little Film That Could
With limited funding and production facilities mostly Los Angeles apartment and cafes which were borrowed from friends, the production of Shades of Ray was put together. Jaffar Mahmood, who had been an assistant on several network comedies, personally financed some production costs. At one point during production, the team reported a standstill for several weeks based on the fact that a camera which had been reserved and was critical for the upcoming shots was not made available for rent.
With all the challenges the production of the film underwent, the film was received positively and awarded at the South Asian International Film Festival and the Austin Film Festival. Both festivals received audience accolades for the film’s emotional honesty. Even Zachary Levi jested that the film “cost less than one episode of Chuck,” but meant far more to him.
Underlying the humor and romance was a collection of people trying to explore the more human aspects of identity, not the political, or the social, or the labeled.
What Stays With You
During Shades of Ray, as the audience, when Ray ultimately surrenders trying to fit to two social constructs, and accomplishes a state of peace – a state of peace that is more for truth than for triumph. That ending was a state of peace that the film production members had restored for themselves, peace within the state of in-betweenness and a comfort that was pride possessing the blended.
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